因为普通的缘故。
1、日子淡的毫无奇迹可言。
每次点开博客都在心里默念：这次一定要写一个长些的，不管好看不好看都要写多点。可当双手落在键盘上的时候又什么都不想写了，十根指头瞬间被冻住了一样，根本上也没什么好写的，反正写了也是废话连篇……于是每次照例贴几张歪瓜劣枣的图，再当搬运工搬来MV无形中免费给人家音乐网站做广告草草收场敷衍了事。因此，留在这里的流水账基本连我自己都不会看。对我来说，写长博客为了完成某种仪式似的。打个不恰当的比方：就好像每个人吃了饭就要拉粑粑一样天经地义不需要解释，把活着整成了某项强制列入的任务。然而，有个声音在一边告诉我，事实就是这样啊，解释啥子，你娃有毛病！
2、风华的诗和他的人一样干练。
活的诗人见过几个，但都和我原先想的样子不太像。想象中的诗人，戴圆圈眼镜，头发浮了一层油，发丝拧巴在一起，长甩甩的耷拉在脑壳上面，抽烟很凶，右手中指和食指的前面部分长年累月沾满过分的烟草焦油。三天两头站在江边，哎呀，哎呀的叹气！如果是大冬天，可能还会穿中式长衫，短袄子一类的棉布衣裳，颈子上面拴的是粗毛线围巾，前边吊起一块，后背被风吹起一块，好不拉轰~~~说这么多，太扯了。诗人真是邋遢，无序，没有节制的样子吗？其实不都是这样的，譬如风华。
我严重怀疑，这个年代，还有正儿八经的职业诗人，不赖其他，专门靠写诗维生。但事实上，可能就有一些人专门好这一口，活着，为兴趣，说难非常难，说简单也是满简单的，但都需要莫大的勇气。风华的新生活，就是从他以写字为主要乐趣开始的。这大家都知道，俺实在是佩服的很。
前几天，忘了在哪里看到一段话：“诗人在短短几行字里用符号、隐喻和直喻制造出感情的冲击。诗歌可能需要读者费点心思去琢磨它的含义——但是对许多人来说，乐趣也正是在琢磨的过程中。如果你乐意，可以把诗歌比作一个文字游戏。不是所有人都喜欢这个游戏，但是你玩得越多它就越容易。我现在就在用一个直喻来说明我的观点。这些文学手法可以被用来扩展摄影师的视觉语言，我们可以使用一些不仅只具有表面含义的图像。我们的世界充满了符号。将内容并置（精心将一件东西摆在另一件东西旁边）可以非同寻常地改变它的含义。我们不一定要真的把一件东西拿起来放在另一件旁边，也可以挪动脚步，直到不同的主体同时出现在取景框里。”抄在这里凑字数，是想说，看风华的诗，就跟看画儿一样，整体轻轻松松的，有些篇幅个人觉得很有趣，好看。
3、越耍越懒，这就是动物性
推荐一个老电影，昨天晚上看的，叫《简单西蒙 I rymden finns inga känslor (2010)》，故事真的非常简单，蛮好玩的，难道真的是：神经病人思维广，弱智儿童欢乐多么。
另外，我喜欢一个冰岛乐队好几年了，他们叫胜利玫瑰，每次重听，瞬间觉得生命是安静的，今次贴来玩。
PS，想了一下严肃的问题，关于生存和生活的。如果是打工，生存怎么都不成问题，如果把这种生存也叫做生活的话，那生活也没问题。但是，假如打工持续下去，我想要玩的很多好玩的事情就没有办法做，因为我想玩的高级一点，高级一点就需要好多钱，这个需要好多钱不是真的需要好多钱，起码不能让妈妈饿肚子我自己自私的各种玩去嘛，对吧。。。所以，好多钱这件事，纯粹靠打工是赚不来的，撑死了也就是生存生活状态。我不贪心的呀，只是想玩的好玩点嘛，无论怎样都要高兴不是，呼气吸气呼气吸气，，，老是自己跟自己斗争，不好玩。最后，祝我好运。
我在等一场大雪，将世界洗白。
这些天，北京冷的着实有些遭不住。有些瞬间就那样想起了南方，我还是没有从蜷缩的被窝里走出来，站到墙边往下看。四下里有汽车开过的声音，刮着地面刺耳的呼啸。卧室门不是特别合缝，冷风钻进来的机会更多了一些。我看了一个又一个的电影，始终不舍得睡去，肚子饿了，跑去厨房，没有可以下嘴的食物，生冷的菜刀摆在灶台上，隐约有寒气的凌厉折射过来。我就那样缩手缩脚的走回来，茶几上，几个坚韧的猕猴桃，酸的无法下咽，母亲就在隔壁，有节奏的扯着鼾声，我怕吵醒她。
转念一想，许多时候，我们以为自己特别能吃苦，其实都是在自讨苦吃。譬如晚饭时间觉得不够饿于是放弃吃饭这件事。这世上所有事情都是有期限的，譬如此刻涌上心头那一丁点矫情的忧伤，而大半夜的饥寒交迫，也将在天亮之后结束。所以，小宝乖，快睡吧，即便明天不会变得更好。
就仍那世界里风大雨大，我且北在北方。
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