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手拿菜刀砍电线,一路火花带闪电。

傍晚看到英国诗人剧作家马洛的名句:“成功只有一种——按自己的意思过一生”。我得意的望着屏幕笑了5秒,然后被一泡尿憋的难受三两步冲进厕所,等我走完肾,趁着洗手的空档望着镜子打望了那张褶皱生发熊猫也来凑热闹的黑眼圈圈,忍不住对里面的那个家伙骂了句:小宝啊小宝,你丫就是个爱折腾自个的傻逼!即便是这样,我依然觉得不够解气。黑黢黢的夜里,关了天花板上的大灯,45W昏黄色的台灯支在生命,它比任何一个昨天都要憔悴,我扭头看,在对准对面白墙上那个叫影子的家伙,重复念叨10遍:傻逼,大傻逼!

我真是非常不明白为什么总是跟自己火冒三丈的过不去。一方面非常渴望和诸位亲们一样成熟稳重豁达开朗乐观向善,另一则又表现的如同行动的侏儒一般时常走的是羊肠小道歪歪扭扭……可是世界真是大到无边无涯,我想去很多的地方,让看都看不过来的风景告诉我大地上一件件一桩桩的故事。当我还没有老到动都不能动,所有的热血和激情怎么可以仅仅只撒在通往高积的粪土之上……

微短到便秘一样的文字以及流水线工作上的各种味同嚼蜡一般毫无生趣呆板至极的文字写多了,我发现写博客已经变成了特别不容易的一件事。每天东一棒子西一榔头毫无计划性又日复一日重复的模样没有兴致打开页面敲打自己,即便是打开了也不知道该说些什么,想回报点思想吧,貌似和从前一样总是开头就来一个:“这么多年,这么多天……过去了”这让我感到无比的厌恶。其实,说回来,我有时候真是怀念那些我不需要任何逻辑跌来宕去的思维习惯,因为它们泛滥了我消磨时间的乐趣。而现在,它成了我无法集中精力拖延症愈加严重到令人发指的地步。这事儿不是一天两天了,拖延已是旧疾,病入膏肓,兴许需要电击!

所以,我给自己订下一个规矩,想到什么就去做,想看什么就去看,一刻也不能耽误!不去看不去做不去想不去生活我TMD就去死。比如现在,明天有五篇稿要交,属于明天的作业,但是,现在我一心想要提前完成。还有明天中午的例会提醒自己一定不要迟到被罚款。

山河壮丽不值一提,生活艰难步步为营。好,就这么办。

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